well here is my yearlong blog where I get to tell you about all the amazing events (and some not so amazing ones) and you get to find out all about my life and its contents. no secrete will be left untold here because no one reads this anyway. (not that I dont appreciate you 3 people that go to my blog each day) even when Im writing this I burned dinner a little bit so I had to go run off.
anyway this is colin’s untold but then told story or maybe I should just go with untold story any way. how this is going to work each day is under day Ill tell you basic things I did during the day. under love life Ill tell you deep secretes about me and how thats going more detail later. under Psyche Ill tell you my mental status it verys day to day some days I feel great some days I dont. and Ill add more when I think of more to tell you. there will also be an aftermath my own personal thoughts this after all is ecenchily a manuscript about how I am. dont pay any attention to it if you dont want to your choise but since you somehow found your way unto this funkiefied blog might as well enjoy the stay.
day one the day is march something I dont know exactly when but I know its the Saturday before spring break ends.
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Day:
I woke up late today because the night before I was playing half minuet hero on my psp and the time just flew bye “oh already four a clock ummmm 5 more minutes. its kind of a bad habit I have been working up lately but Im trying to get better about it lets face it last night I was weak. so I woke up and it was 12:00 noon and I was like F U C K not aging. this was not the first time this had happed this week but I suppose its better than feeling like shit all day.
I had this great idea to go swimming today. It getting close to be hot in Lubbock so I wanted to swim before the Texas sun got blistering once aging, like it does every summer. I bought a new swimming suit the day before so I was pumped I was like lets do this! but the problem with this is it was an underground pool and the water was way too cold so I tried to tread water for a bit but my body was like no way is this happening so its sad to say but it did not last too long. I was kind of bummed so I sat in a long chair out in the sun drying out before I headed back in the apartment but the sun kept getting in my eyes. So I pushed two beach chairs together raped my towel over them and made a make shift shade and after a few trail and error I finally found a way to make the towle stay on the chair without the towel being blown off by the sun and my make shift shad design was a success.
after that I went back to my apartment kind of bummed that I did not get to go swimming and I watch Doctor Who on Netflix though my PS3. I made some beef strogenogh for dinner. not the good kind the hamburger helper kind but you know it was quick and got me full. all in all it was an uneventfull day so far but there is still more.
Love life up to this point. this will probably be a long one since you dont know me very well so get ready. to quote Austin powers “I dont bite, hard”
up to this point in my life I have been largely unsuccessful at finding love now over the years I have kept been saying no too and my standards have decreased somewhat I would say. now I will tell you what I like physically in women in a minuet but first I want to do the other mental aspects and personality traits that I find particularly attractive. Well for starters I like a smart women if you dont have a big sexy smart brain for me count me out. that one thing that I truly value though is knowledge, almost to a psychotic level.
I might be a horrible person but I have done this before but I have made drinking games out of the times that a hear a speech pattern and I here the word “LIKE” in the course thought talking with someone. I realize that no one is truly stupid because we all have our strengths and weaknesses in areas but if I cant hold a regular conversation with you without hearing the word “LIKE” 15 times then I start to go a little crazy. (Its like the knights who say NI for me) anyway this is besides the point Im getting sidetracked here but let it be noted that what is said cant be unsaid in this blog.
So now your probably thinking ok he likes smarts what else before that long rant about the word “LIKE”
well I like a girl that is easy to talk to and easy to keep a conversation going with. because lets face it Im not very good at it and the easier she makes it for me the more comparable Ill feel around her. also she has to be fun to be around.
now for the physical features now if a girl ever tells you they dont care much about physical features they are lairs everyone is atracted to certain physical features even if they wont admit it. (caution its about to get mildly spicy you might want to take your antacid pills now).
the debate: well the way I see it there are two kinds of guys (obviously we are talking about strait guys here no offense if your gay or anything). There are guys who likes boobs and guys who like buts. while boobs are nice for me there not a requirement I look for on my check list (no I dont have a check list) so this must mean I am a butt guy. while its embarrassing to admit this I do like them booties. its nice if the girl I like has a nice but thats defently a plus for me. another thing I find attractive is red hair. I like gingers I guess I know everyone is like “OMG look Colin this blond chick is so hawt” but its like ehh its not that I dont like blonds or anything I guess Im used to them since all of my all of my siblings had blond hair so it does not get me hot and bothered much. I also rate brunets at a close 2ed.
Love life pt 2 subtitled ——— Colins Sad and Lonely Existence on this Earth is a Sign of the Fall for when he Actually Succeeds in Getting a Girl Friend it can only mean a sign of the end of days—————————- subtitle 12/12/2012 (what the myans where really talking about when they talked about the end of days) but no Im really not that conceded.
well to tell you the truth I never really had a girl friend before and thats what that extremely long subtitle is about. and the other half of it is that every time I have asked a girl out on a date they always said no in one way or another. there is the less nice I think your weird and creepy *not true by the way* to the I think your a nice person Im not ready to be in a relationship to the I want to get back together with my old boyfriend *which I now (refure to that certain person as Envy Addams ) to the did I tell you already I had a boyfriend.
well my most resent encounter and by encounter I mean asking a girl out was with this one girl I liked her name I wont say due to respect but we where out one night she invited me to one of her organizations meetings so I thought maybe she does like me after the meeting would be a good time to ask her. I thought she was giving me signs all week but no aperantly she thought I liked her roommate. .. and about a week later I found out why but that is a story for another time. but I was really disipointed because I thought Id finaly get that one YES. this was about 2 weeks ago and at least we are still friends Im relived for that at least. but I think I fell into the friend zone and thats why she doent want to go out with me. anyway I was not in the right zone to ask her so she said no I guess. Ill tell you more about my love life next time I have to finish this blog up.
S3 mentality state
today I feel like Im falling and I need to grab ahold of somthing to claw my way up of the dark hole I have been folling into and that why I wanted to start a blog like this maybe if I express myself in a way I could never talk to someone about I could start climbing my way out of this endless darkness that I find myself in. I feel as if I hit a wall almost it sucks I just have to keep pushing though and find someway to overcome this wall. its that or maybe Im just a little bummed because I haven’t accomplished anything in the last week.
well thats all for today hope you join me for tomarow when I talk about my day and more about myself.
lets take the blue pill together and see how far the rabbit hole takes us.


















